It has been one month and a handful of days since the my jaw surgery. I am now past one of two obstacles that will allow me to once again consume food with texture. To be able to chew, instead of drink my nourishment is all I desire night and day. It has reached a level so high that lately it has reached my subconscious and my dreams now reflect my desires. Just last night I had a strawberry-vanilla cake with barbeque, baked lays. It lacked taste, yet it still seemed amazing to me. I was once again consuming food in its original form, unlike the Chef Boyardee blended with milk that I eat/drink now. Sadly I wake up from all these eating frenzies of food that I apparently crave. Who knew that deep down I was a little chubby boy intent on eating any scraps from the birthday party of his semi-friend who was off with all the other normal boys swimming in the pool.
This has been half of my college experience so far, working to return to my original healthy form. The other has been a mix of balancing school and the new social life in an entirely new chapter of my collegiate career. In a new dorm that is almost off campus, I am now with a mix of transfer students, juniors, and sophomores that all seem to come from different walks of life. The interaction between them is unpredictable and not safe to put on a blog. I will simply refer to it as the "Island of Misfit Toys" and let your imagination do the rest.
To my beautiful family back home, I want to tell them I love them so much and I cannot wait to return in September to see them again. Specifically to my little siblings, I want you to know that bubby misses you and loves you entirely.